threeinchestall

Motions, symbols, letters, characters to provoke, incite. I try to preserve little pieces of it on paper. To this computer I give my vestiges and to this city I give the soles of my shoes, the tread of my tires.

All my friends are crashing cars in an overgrown vacant lot somewhere down south, metal and pavement and weeds and crickets and a soul-less empty gas station.

I am rolling down the biggest hills with no brakes.

I am, colbalt nights.

What more could my life hold? Coldplays, "Yellow" set us into a trance while driving. I sang, "If you don't love me, let me go!" to the windshield from the Decemberists song that finally calmed us down. After days of being together we had a few minutes of silence and peace. Serenity. State of mind. Composure. I could inhale the love that we all grew during those cunning hours.

On the drive home he and I discussed the facts that we are indeed insane. We even read each others minds while in the car when some awkward sort of scene occurs. For the past few weeks, he has stayed and slept near me. Rolling around on a blanket outside and kissing me. And for the most part, he gave me a lot of love. No one has ever been as good to me as he has, I have him and he has me.

If you feel like dancing, dance with me.

I'm really enjoying the new faces I've come to know lately, they're some of the most wonderful people I've ever met, and I hope to never lose their friendships. Honestly.

Do you smell this life? Do you smell this love? Are you breathing it? I am. I am. I am. I can't get enough.

I need to get my sleep pattern back. Being nocturnal is taking its toll. However, it's been worth it entirely. I've had more fun in the past few weeks than I have in months, and I mean that in full. Granted some nights I was exhausted or uncomfortable, but now I know where I am in my life, and nothing can change that.

Thank you and you and you and you for your inspirational words and thoughts. I've been in a fight with my blog recently, a few of you and your blogs. However, I appreciate and love you all, especially you.