Sunday, August 30, 2009

and all I could say was, hello.

I miss you when I am sad. I miss you when I am lonely. I miss you when I sleep. I miss you when I hear your voice. I miss you when I think. I miss you when I see other people. I miss you when I see other couples. I miss you when I experience. I miss you when I run. I miss you when I take a shower. I miss you when I watch TV. I miss you when I eat. I miss you when I work. But most of all, I miss you when I am happy. Do you know the multitude of that?
The climax to a plentitude of love's aspects is that key moment when the object of affection looks longingly into the others eyes; their heart pounds so fast that it sends paralyzing jolts of euphoria throughout the body, and then they say those three little magic words.
The night on the couch. Couldn't eat. Beating hearts. Felt it. Because I knew. And you knew. Each day that we are apart I think that it brings us closer together because it makes us think about each other. That is wonderful. Don't stop.
And even though you are far away, you're all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more than I can say.
Also, remember this - I love you no less than if you were right here now.
When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked amongst yours.
I'm always envisioning the clasp. Your hand is always in mine. You are my everything. And nothing can change how I feel. No one can change how I feel. Trust. I love you.
The past 24 hours. Not one moment where I felt anything wrong.
This week. Being back to work. Looking forward to plans.
It's all just one step closer.

I've had so much inspiration this week, I'm especially loving James Cooper.


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