threeinchestall

I have been listening to Je T'aime Moi Non Plus a lot lately.

Inspiring.

I am usually caught in an odd situation. On one hand, I am emotionally vulnerable, yet willing to share my feelings with those closest to me. On the other hand, my actions say one thing while my words express something else. I try to avoid overreacting in my own defense, Sometimes, I don't see things clearly. My perceptions will straighten out, but it might take while...

I am pretty clear about what I want now and may not think twice about asking for it. The good news is that I might just get it all, so I should be very careful about expressing my needs. The bad news is that it all goes so smoothly that it easily over-indulges. I try to remember that moderation is key.

I have developed nervous anxiety from the thoughts and feelings I am having, especially because I'm not restrained by a current longing. I'm just...floating. Normally my common sense prevails when it comes to issues of my heart, but now I am feeling a bit warm under the collar. I could try to ignore my emotions, but they aren't going to go away until I pay them some attention..