Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Yes, I am vain enough to type my name/any variation that I have used (I have used a special screen name many times) into the bebo search engine to see whether I have been faked, and aha! That vanity has payed off. I have found someone who I think is faking me. Pity I deleted my profile so I can't actually veiw theirs. How annoying. ¬_¬

You know what else is annoying? The amount of people on myspace who send bulletins and change their status to "PC4PC'. Get a grip please? Every once in a while is okay if you'd like to chat, but if you have to ASK people for photo comments every day to boost your ego, then you're desperate. And sad.

Speaking of which..I was going about the usual myspace malarky of replying to comments, messages, doing bulletins etc, and I decided to take a peek at my truthbox. No idea why, I don't get truthbox messages all that often, and when I do, they're usually random things (i.e. "i think u r hawt." only referring to the photograph of me on my profile. I remembered that I had some rude truths written to me from about 8 months ago, and I don't know why I'd bring them up now, I just think that they were just some rather poor attempts to try to hurt me acutally. Only because...LOOK AT ME NOW! HA!
The person sending them was several months out of date, for starters.

Numeron uno, sent 9 months ago -"INTERESTING FACT That boy you like? That nice day you had and were all obsessive over like a stupid little school girl? Pathetic, really. Anyway, I heard from a very reliable source that an hour before meeting to hang out with you, he'd been with about three other girls before you...WHAT A MAN what a special day for you as well you must feel so... valued. Oh well, at least your encounter meant something to one of you!

Numero dos, sent 8 months ago -"wow, and your self esteem is THAT low you'd let someone use you like that and still pine after them? you're pathetic, no wonder nobody who hasn't been desperate has ever wanted to be friends with you."

Numero tres, sent 8 months ago -"pity you're so frigid, maybe if you weren't you could not be so lame. you always blow people off and use big excuses for doing it. why don't you just start telling the truth. or not. just keep lying. then you could feel even better about yourself! you're needy and high maintenance and petty and it's annoying how much it takes to make you happy. everything doesn't HAVE to be perfect ya know. you say you aren't going to settle for less, but if you don't then you won't have anything in the end.

Numero cuatro, sent 8 months ago -"you should stop being so depressed and sad all the time because WOOHOO it was just your boyfriend that broke up with you, it's not like someone died. really, it's stupid."

There was another, that was more recent.

Numero cinco, sent 2 months ago- "How about we try it a different way.. you stop acting like you're so confident to.. I don't know what audience because nobody believes it. You message me. You've spent enough not knowing about whether or not I've been leaving the horrid, horrid truth box comments, so surely, if it didn't phase you, you wouldn't waste your time trying to pin point who you think I am and you'd just skip right ahead to the crying all day.
thanks to this message, i am fairly certain in who i think it is now :) and no, it isn't phasing me, but i'm a curious sort of girl and wonder what i've done recently that deserves these pathetic messages, as anyone else would be.


Only pathetic people send rude messages anonymously. And number four, it was a really sensitive time for me, argh. All that happened around about the end of school, so I don't quite understand the relevance bringing it up now. Maybe those people are just very slow. Or still, pathetically hung up about certain things. Maybe this person is just slow, or still pathetically hung up about it. So, thank you, to the people who posted nice things, and the ones who posted rude things, I wish I could write like you. P.S. You are delusional.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

full of hate much?